November 2010
1 post
December 2009
1 post
im so hurt
i miss you so much. we never talk anymore and i have no idea how to reach you. so i dont ever know whether your world is crashing down or youre having the time of your life. i wish i could be part of all of it, to share it all with you. i know that sounds so stupid, and you probably dont even care, but i dont think someone like you has meaned so much to me before or has affected me in such a way....
November 2009
19 posts
“Everything has beauty but not everyone sees it.”
– Positive Thinking (via jmsc) (via quote-book)
MHLM
what happened to us :(
“Taking one’s chances is like taking a bath, because sometimes you end up feeling...”
– Lemony Snicket (via julie911) (via quote-book)
i wish i could find you again
i didnt forget you
LOST GIRL
talk to me!
i want to know if you are everything they said you were…
LOST GIRL
“Where does it come from? This quest? This need to solve life’s mysteries...”
– Mohinder Saresh ; Heroes
my expectations for myself are sky high
I have to learn how to bring them back down. maybe then, I’ll stay stable and grounded. I will learn to appreciate myself for the best that I can be. One day. That day, I will really know how to fly.
LOST GIRL
i am so torn
but wont stop til i get enough…
LOST GIRL
“If I never knew you
I’d have lived my whole life through
Empty as the...”
– If I Never Knew You ; Jon Secada & Shanice
again and again and again
“It is a terrible thing to learn as a child that one is a being separate from all...”
– Donna Tartt, The Secret History (via psychotherapy) (via quote-book)
i hope what ill be told is good
but i feel like its not
LOST GIRL
i wonder why this only seems hard for me :(
LOST GIRL
“The most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you...”
– Stephen King (via dahliadoll) (via myluna) (via quote-book)
October 2009
10 posts
“My baby, don’t act like himself no more
He lost that smile i used to...”
– Poppy ; Zee Avi
it may be cliche
but sometimes, things do change for the better. yeah, life has its periods of digression, but it has a way of balancing out. it works in unusual ways, like that. im finally realizing this. and its beautiful.
LOST GIRL
“Do what you want to do
There aint no rules its up to you
Its time to come...”
– Off the Wall ; Michael Jackson
each day is like another step backwards
i feel as if you are going to forget me.
LOST GIRL
i dream of you
but its funny how youre never physically in them i guess you really are just a dream…
LOST GIRL
11067.) TO THE YOUTH:
miaashley:
blogsecret:
YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW BAD LIFE GETS YET. YOU ARE BLESSED, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, YOU ARE LOVED. I KNOW YOU MAY NOT BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND IT NOW, BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS ARE NOT WHAT THEY SEEM. JUST KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE, WE ALL FEEL THE SAME INSIDE, THINGS WILL WORK OUT IN THE END, DON’T LOOSE HOPE WHEN YOU ARE STILL SO YOUNG, AND THE WORLD CAN STILL GO IN YOUR...
“Attack life, it’s going to kill you anyway.”
– Steven Coallier (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
11009.) you're still in love with her aren't you?
(via blogsecret)
“Men can starve from a lack of self-realization as much as they can from a lack...”
– Richard Wright (via quote-book)
GMH →
givesmehope:
Today a young boy walked into the bank I work at and walked up to my station. He looked at me and said “You guys always give me lollipops, but no one ever gives you any”. He had a Tootsie Pop for every teller in the branch. His kindness GMH.
September 2009
14 posts
We're all changing
Can you feel it?
Is it sad...
(currently) that people a long long ways away make me happier than my friends who are right here at home?
“There are two kinds of people, those that do the work and those that take the...”
– Indira Gandhi (via bitchville) (via quote-book)
i want to detach myself from the world. and though i have before, and it left me in bad conditions, i think i need it. this time i have to take it seriously. this time i have to detach myself in a way, where im not going to erase myself. what i really need to do is encenuate myself. the good and the bad. i need to teach myself to be me, not because unconventionality. not because i need attention....
“There are certain people who come into your life, and leave a mark… their place...”
– Sara Zarr (via whileibreatheistillhope) (via quote-book)
“Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times.
Once you must fall...”
– (via ktrosario)
i tried. i failed. and he still thinks of her with affection. i dont know what to do anymore. i kept telling them, i wasn’t good enough. they didn’t believe me. and still, i wait for the day when i am wrong. when am i ever going to learn?
LOST GIRL
“…there is a big world out there… bigger than prom, bigger than high...”
– Josie Geller in Never Been Kissed
i want to redeem my dreams
but i dont want you to be one of them not until i know the night is once again right good morning moon
LOST GIRL
today i either extrememly hated the world or...
it made me want to throw up
August 2009
14 posts
“hold your head up little man your a king. young princess when you get your...”
– nas
I HATE THE FUCKING INTERNET RIGHT NOW!
i want to hide in hole for a very very long time,...
stop telling me lies
because no matter how much i hope and no matter how much i try, some things are just not meant for me. i may be so presumptuous and overanalytical, but i have a reason to. ive failed too many times before to be so careful. but in the end, im usually right. i read everything (faces, movements, sounds, words) like a damn book. so if im right about this next thing, god just let me live alone. im...
8980.) I am a 16 year old female and am almost...
(via blogsecret)
god, do i know the feeling. LG